crap!

it's been a LONG time we haven't contacted with each other, aren't we?
but..
why...
this time...
it seems like...
i'm missing you...
and i like you...
i used to call you friend for 1 year back then..
till now...
i didn't expect to call you more than that...
but now...
something feels not right...
in my mind...
my heart...



am i falling in love again? i hope not...
but you'll never ever find out about this...
NEVER...
i'm pretty damn good in hiding feelings...



"i sayang you as kawan, that's for sure"