speechless

we're playing game just now.

i like this kind of game, really funny. =D

ouh, n btw.

i wud really like to answer the "real answer".

i wish i cud.damn it.

even it just a part of game to u, maybe.

but is sounds kinda real to me.

thanks for making my day. =D

have you ever felt..

erm, haha. boleh tak nak gelak kuat2?
entah, rasa kelakar pon ada jugak.
macam mimpi pon ada jugak.
ok, masa school dulu, aku ada crush kat few guys.
alaa, biasa lah, cintan2 monyet dulu2..
takkan korang tak de kot masa kat school dulu?
tipu mungkin? haha
ok, fyi, masa aku zaman school dulu, org gelar aku as 'nerd'' kot.
aku pon tak tau kenapa, nak kata aku pandai or tak berkawan ngan org,
rasanya aku dulu2 juara ponteng sekolah and also terkenal as malas buat homework.
tp ok what, aku still boleh catch up study pe?HAHA
erm, ok, nak dijadikan cerita, guys yg aku crush ni, semua aku tak pernah sembang or what.
pendek kata, entah dorang tau kewujudan aku ke tak nye.. iskkk
sampai la aku masuk u ni..
then tiba2 kat fb, aku boleh berjumpa semua kawan aku, termasuk org yg aku crush dulu2.
the unexpected thing is, dorang recognize aku?
so, terharu la sy? HAAHA
almost all of the guys yg pernah aku suka, terjumpa balik ok..
macam magik gitu? ok, bukan aku nak perasan aku famous,cantik or what.
tp aku rasa kelakar, yg tu je aku rasa.
tp tu lahh, macam sudah sedia maklum..
sy sekali pernah suka org, sy takkan suka org tu buat kali ke2.
i'm not tat kind of person, i don't like to look back..just looking forward,towards the future.
so, get what i mean by that? =p

ok, nak stop tulis, rasa geli.huishh

tp skg, sy..erm.. kat org yg pernah sy avoid dulu2 dikala beliau mahu berkawan dgn sy. and yg best, dia bukan kawan school sy? i really like bout that fact. =D

yeah, so true. =p

apple hairstyle

ok, sgt comeyh.
gahhh, kiutnyeeeeeeee

comeyh kan semua.. tapi..



saye tak nak potong rambut jadi pendek?
so, decide untuk menjadi seperti beliau di bawah ini.
=)

i really like her. she's my fav idol. =p

at last i've got a good news!

ok, aku sangat happy skg niyhh!
seriusly aku takot gila if tak dapat degree kat shah alam..
sebab..sebab..ermm..
hehehe..

so, nampaknya aku boleh la nak menunaikan 'impian' aku tu, since aku ade kat shah alam.
^^,

p/s : thanx to mardhiah n my bro, kerana mengajar cara untuk membuat print screen. hakhak
ok, aku tau aku semangat. hah.

I'll back off so you can live better.

I’ll back off so you can live
Say it directly, looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?

I Know.. You probably got a lady
I Know.. You probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me

I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me

Your lips that told me that you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you, the words don’t go out
And you are already moving far apart

I know.. You will forget me
I know.. I will really hate you
Even though you know everything

You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you

Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?

Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it

Did you really love me?
I’ll forget you so you can live better
Goodbye..

seriously, it's a nice song. you've gotta listen to it. thumb's up!
oh btw, this song makes me kind of "sentap".
that lyric, well, what can i say, it's kind of fit with me.

lets compare the scars, shall we?

haha, entahla. aku rasa today semua ada masalah.
ok, really2 big probs..
everyone's searching for me.. seeking for my help..
to be there with them no matter what happen..
but, it's really ok with me, i'm fine with them..
i'm glad that i can help them at least, kurangkan the burden on their shoulder..
tp, ade jugak sesetengah pihak aku tak mampu tolong, i'm sorry with that..i'm really sorry..
my bad.. =(

haha, tp ade 1 persamaan antara dorang semua..
nak tahu ape?
it's about my relationship with them..
honestly, dorang tak kenal lame pon aku.
mostly, just jumpe for 1,2 times only..tak pon, yg pernah gadoh lame gile ke, 5-6 years ok..
tupp2, dorang percayekan aku, n what amaze me, they're telling me the prob that they may never tell that to their friends, even the close one maybe..
that part, really.. i'm really touching with that part..
thanks for trusting me u guys.. please be strong no matter what happens k outside there..
if i can deal with very critical time of my life, so i bet u guys also can deal it with ur own probs k?
but hey, i'll always be there for u guys, i'll always lend my shoulder to you guys..

ouh, btw, i notice that, bout the guy that i like..
i think it's the best for me to bury my feeling..
cuz, it's already 'too little too late'..
so, we are meant to be friends only, i guess..
ouh n to u too..thanks for trusting me also..
=)

yeap, dear my heart..please..always..remember this.. >.<

dear hearts,

"you
are
my
friends,
should
i
be
thankful
because
you
are
my
friend
or
should
i
cry
because
that's
all
we
will
ever
be?"