i want to rest now

you followed me annoyingly, and took a deep breath
trying to catch me, who's leaving you alone
i grabbed your shoulders tightly and loudly said "we're through"
that the farewell poison has already, without you knowing, spread in my heart

the disease where my love is slowly dying
it hurts a little, but i don't want to get better
every single memory is erasing
going back to the times when we were strangers,
i want to rest now

like having played with fire for a long time
everything has burned, and only ashes remain (only ashes remain)
like how even the first feelings have become faint
everything has become useless (useless)

facing you and taking your hands, with a bitter smile, i said "please, be happy"
to find a person who will soothe and embrace the scars that i've left you

the disease where my love is slowly dying
it hurts a little, but i don't want to get better
every single memory is erasing
going back to the times when we were strangers,
i want to rest now

though it hurts too much now
some day, you might
wipe your lips as a kiss triggers an unpleasant memory
trying to erase the warmth you felt when i held you in my arms
cold tears will wash you

the disease where my love is slowly dying
it hurts a little, but i don't want to get better
every single memory is erasing
going back to the times when we were strangers,
i want to rest now

(this song hurts me a lot..juz like it was dedicated to me..)
by super junior-love disease.