reunion dak pearl lace?

budak nih aku paling rindu nak mati. lama tak mengarut ngan ang weyh.kembar ku. HAHA



budak sengal nih pun rindu jugak.. tak sabau nak enjoy dohh



rindu ang. rindu ang. rindu ang. full stop. huh!



tak sabar nak meronggeng weyh.. bulan 4? set ja!

i hate stalkers

i love to make frens, but not with STALKERS!
just plis, go away from my life.
i dun like u, plis understand me.i'm giving u d big hints.
dun call me by other "WEIRD" name.
it's freaking me out, u're so annoying.

i love you.. yes i do..

i'm madly deeply in love with you..
you're cute,
you're naughty..
yes i like you..
{=^_^=}

he's cute, isn't he?
love you.. =D

blame

yes aku jahat, aku dah change.
i'm not d old mely dat u guys knew bout me..
i'm way different..
*sigh .. juz dun care what people sayin bout me..

if jadi baek, dikatekan jahat..
if jadi jahat, orang kate aku dah berubah..
sudah lahh..
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guys jahat?no komen..
gurl cakap guys ske maen kan prasaan gurls..
guys plak cakap gurls ske maen kan prasaan guys..

if dua2 pihak ade pendapat yg sedemikian..
lemme say it out loud n clear..

"selagi tak de timbulnye rase percaye kat seseorang tu, dun u ever say dat 'fake' word.."
fake=i love you

sume ni terjadi disebabkan 'trust issue'..this is d truth!



trust is d main ingredient in all relationships..
without 'trust', ur relationship with sum1 will last n remain as memory only..

d grave is opening slowly..

badan aku lemah sangat, aku penat,nafas aku sentiase sesak saje sekarang
aku kene kuarantin 2 minggu..
sepanjang tempoh rawatan..
sakit dan ngilu nye badan aku, seperti ade jarum yg nak keluar dr badan..tuhan saje yg tahu..
aku kene pantang 3 bulan pemakanan aku..
nasi lemak, kuih muih, tom yam, nenas, laksa, ikan keli, sambal belacan..kebanyakkan
makanan tu sume makanan kegemaran aku..
tak ape lah..walaupun 3 bulan tempoh yg lame bg aku..
tp aku bersyukur, aku tak kene pantang seumur hidop aku seperti org lain yg senasib dgn aku..
aku susahkan banyak org..especially parents aku..
dorang sanggup ulang alik dr perlis ke kl tetiap minggu semenjak dpt tahu tentang perkare ni..
aku betol2 dapat rasekan dorang sgt2 risau akan keadaan aku..
'kakngah sihat saje lah mak abah..nothing to worry k..'
agaknye mungkin dorang selalu dengar kes macam aku..selalunye akan berakhir dgn keadaan yg tidak diduga..
kali ni aku betol2 rase cam susahkan diorang..
ni sume salah aku, disebabkan kedegilan aku yg melampau..
tp apekan daye..nasik sudah menjadi bubur..

aku betul2 berharap aku dapat pulih secepat mungkin..

"kakngah,atam pernah tengok org yg macam tu..
care die mati..memang seksa sgt..
atam kesian tengok perempuan tu.."

aku dah faham kenape parents aku risau sgt dgn diri aku..
thanx for supporting me when i'm facing this kind of disease..

i want a boy hair cut!

ntah,cam cooolll jew aku tengok..maybe sebab dah busan asek rambot panjang.
besides,rimas tau rambut panjang nihh..
susah nak jage,tambah2 rambut cam aku nihh..
tapi niat murni aku nih dibangkang oleh bebereapa pihak pembangkang :

acap :
i ske lah tengok rambut u, cam ade curl cket2..ori ha?cantik lahh u.. (kalau aku potong mesti bising gile mamat nihh.HAHA)

maira :
mely!nak rambut mely boleh???!!rambut maira dah pendek!benci lahh!orang salun tuh silap potong!pffffftttt!!!mely jangan potong,lempang karang,dah cantik dahh rambut tuh..huh

maktam :
atam ske tengok rambut kakngah macam nihh..nampak cantik.. (bangge dohh.HAHAHAHA)

a guy :
i ske gurls rambut panjang.besides,i rase u tak sesuai rambut pendek lahh..yg skg nih pun tak baper panjang,bese je(tak baper panjang?nak tunggu sampai bontot baru ko nak kate panjang?adeyai)

sab :
jangan nak potong..biar je lah camtu..rambut mely dah ok dah laa..

am :
rambut ko cantik ke mely?cam ala2 kembang tuh?HAHAHAHA (budak nih memang mengundang lahh)

rambut aku satu ketika dulu.. ='( rindu wehh

yg skg?huuu..tp aku lg ske boy cut's hair.. wuu

change?

i've juz discover something NEW bout myself....

-aku ske bermekap skg nih.ntah,rase seronok lak.tak de lah mekap sampai jadi cam badut sarkas tuh. {@_@}

-aku ske lepak kat umah je,bile weekends je..lepak at may aunt's house..(fyi,9/1/2010 was the last time i went out to kl,n i went there also bcoz i have 'something' to deal with,i'm not 'lepaking' like i used to b when i go there) so,dah lame dah lah tak tengok wayang,shopping,bla bla blaaa... {+_+}

-aku ske pakai yg simple,tambah2 yg plain shirt n dikenekan ngan jeans je..slurps!my fav shirts,all white k,u can find those in my closet.. =p

-aku dah tak ske bermesej2 nih.ntah apsal ntah lahhh..so sape2 yg nak kontek tuh,harap maklum eh sal tuh..bukan aku sombong,cume TAK DE mood.. {-_-'}

-i LOVE to make a lot of friends.but friends that i made most of them are guys,their status-in a relationship.aku kan ske cari pasal? *sigh.tak de lah.kawan ngan org yg ade status camtuh, makes me comfortable..comfortable in a way of..'takkan mengharap ape2?'.tak faham?tak payah faham lahh,janji aku je yg tahu.HAHA. (wth i'm talkin bout?!) {O_o}

-i love pets!OM-I-GEE!ntah bile plak ade prasaan TERsuke lebih lak kat binatang..soon i'm going to have my new buddies! mr turtle n mr.hamster! {=^_^=}

-i know how to manage my money soO0oO well!huu!big improvement ait?kawan2, dengar takkkkkk? HAHA =D

-guys cakap aku makin kasar?gals cakap aku cam makin supan?errrr..ntah lahh..yg penting,aku makin rajin study,naseb baek turun jugak hidayah nehh..insaf dah.. {T_T}

-aku lebih ske berdiam diri,drpd banyak bercakap cam dulu2..(yg nih aku akui,CHANGE a lot sangat2)


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but quest is..y am i change to b like dat?there's 'something' triggers it..

love them! =)