lets compare the scars, shall we?

haha, entahla. aku rasa today semua ada masalah.
ok, really2 big probs..
everyone's searching for me.. seeking for my help..
to be there with them no matter what happen..
but, it's really ok with me, i'm fine with them..
i'm glad that i can help them at least, kurangkan the burden on their shoulder..
tp, ade jugak sesetengah pihak aku tak mampu tolong, i'm sorry with that..i'm really sorry..
my bad.. =(

haha, tp ade 1 persamaan antara dorang semua..
nak tahu ape?
it's about my relationship with them..
honestly, dorang tak kenal lame pon aku.
mostly, just jumpe for 1,2 times only..tak pon, yg pernah gadoh lame gile ke, 5-6 years ok..
tupp2, dorang percayekan aku, n what amaze me, they're telling me the prob that they may never tell that to their friends, even the close one maybe..
that part, really.. i'm really touching with that part..
thanks for trusting me u guys.. please be strong no matter what happens k outside there..
if i can deal with very critical time of my life, so i bet u guys also can deal it with ur own probs k?
but hey, i'll always be there for u guys, i'll always lend my shoulder to you guys..

ouh, btw, i notice that, bout the guy that i like..
i think it's the best for me to bury my feeling..
cuz, it's already 'too little too late'..
so, we are meant to be friends only, i guess..
ouh n to u too..thanks for trusting me also..
=)

yeap, dear my heart..please..always..remember this.. >.<

dear hearts,

"you
are
my
friends,
should
i
be
thankful
because
you
are
my
friend
or
should
i
cry
because
that's
all
we
will
ever
be?"

thanks for showing who you really are

yes, seriously, thanks a lot..
i mean seriously, are you my friend? my bestfriend? lover memang tak lahhh
jauh panggang dr api.
ko cakap ko kawan aku, tp aku tak rase pon.
dulu ko yg terhegeh nak kawan ngan aku.
tp skg, nampaknye aku lak yg camtuh kan?
tp standard lah dulu kan, guys nak berkenalan ngan girls, mesti lah girls takkan layan sgt.
it takes time ok for girl to know them better, even as friends only ke..
tp skg, terbalik lakkk.
oih, aku cerite kat ko bende yg tak mungkin aku akan cerite kat org lain..
tp, ko sikit pon tak appreciate ape yg aku cerite..
ye, aku bodoh, bodoh sebab percayekan ko..

i think i like u know..
cuz, y i'm crying?
shit.damn it.

btw, i don't like guy who's smoking.

hell yeah, this is me.

i don't like guy who is kind of "jiwang". so just save your sweet words in your mouth.
i'm sorry.
and i'm not the type of girl that like flowers and teddy either
i like guys who always make me in a good mood, nice to me.
that's all. who knows how to appreciate me, by all means..

but when i said that i don't like boys with sweet words, it doesn't mean that the boy can talk whatever he wants, with such a rude word to me, especially in a misunderstanding situation.

the most important one's.
F.U.N.N.Y.

crap!

it's been a LONG time we haven't contacted with each other, aren't we?
but..
why...
this time...
it seems like...
i'm missing you...
and i like you...
i used to call you friend for 1 year back then..
till now...
i didn't expect to call you more than that...
but now...
something feels not right...
in my mind...
my heart...



am i falling in love again? i hope not...
but you'll never ever find out about this...
NEVER...
i'm pretty damn good in hiding feelings...



"i sayang you as kawan, that's for sure"

yeahh! after 5 hours q-ing, she managed to get the tix! =D
seriously,it's pretty hectic out there.
event tho the event starts at 12 pm, but hundreds of people already in a line on 10 am onwards on that day as they didn't wanna miss a chance to grab the pass, including this owner of the pic, sab!
i felt so terrible, letting her doing what i'm supposed to do.
*deep apologize from the bottom of my heart, and i'll pay back the same thing in returns as requested by you. (buying ne-yo's tix.)
i guess on the day of concert, i'll have to skip my lecture class as it'll be held on thursday, and i've to go to stadium bukit jalil earlier than i've ever expected and GOT to be there before 3 pm, eventho' the concert starts at 8 pm. i dun wanna be at the back, as i hold the free standing pass!! everything is free! i swear that there will be a lot of people at that 3 pm time..pretty scary uh korean singer fans? >.<

oh btw, this thing was handled by digi n UMM, and on that day also, DIGI took a lot of pics.
surprisingly, Sab was also part of that picts! there was 2 picts of her! HAHA

lets see if you guys can find her, i'm not making up any story, it's true she's there.(already confirmed by her. =p)

too many people. >,<

my heart is kind of trembling

i'm so super duper happy..
there's no beautiful words that can describe my feeling this moment!
thanks God, for making my wish come true, and plus, things are really go so smoothly, beyond my expectation.
can't wait for 13/1/11. =D
n thanks sab, u're forever, always, my dearest friend.. =)

yeah, i know, i'm completely engrossed with korean thingy, till at a point where i don't even bother at all what's happening around me. i don't wanna know bout that.
i love the fact that i'm a korean maniac now.
yeah, sometimes i know that, i'm kinda waste a lot of money, my precious time, for this korean thingy which might not be giving me any benefit at all in returns.
but, i love my life, i love this so-called-pathetic-life of mine.

i don't ever bother to waste a lot of money, doing any other useless things regarding this matter,
as that's only the remedy to get me away from remembering stupid moments or any hardships that i've to face last time. sucks. bullshit.that's all i can say..

but now..i miss my friends..
i really2 miss them...

just..leave me alone..